kadang kadang rase ingin marah kat semua orang, semua benda, kat takdir ~ kenapa aku yg banyak mengalah, banyak bersabar tetapi aku yg asyik makan hati sampai sekarang ? kenapa mereka yang mengkhianati kepercayaan aku hidup bahagia umpama tidak ingat bahawa ada yg terpaksa berkorban hati dan prasaan untuk kebahagiaan mereka itu ? tapi, aku sentiasa percaya, lebih lama menderita sebelum muncul kebahagian, lebih berbaloi dan lama kebahagian itu akan kekal ~ tetapi buat masa skrang, biar lah aku dengan prasaan ini :(

Lepaskanlah genggaman tanganmu
Pergilah dia menantimu
Jangan menangis...
Janganlah kau menolehku lagi
Biarlah kumembawa hati
Jangan ditanya ke mana kupergi
Tidakkah engkau sedar siapa diriku ini
Bukan merak kayangan tapi gagak di rimba
Cuma yang ada segenggam setia
Akan kupertahankan untuk membahagiakanmu

awak tinggalkan kenangan kenangan sahaja buat saya setelah bertahun tahun menanamkan harapan dalam diri saya ketika bersama awak. dengan kenangan itu juga awak ragut keupayaan saya untuk mencintai insan baru . awak paham tak perasaan itu ? perasaan apabila saya nak cuba mencintai orang lain tapi saya tidak mampu, seolah olah saya kurang berupaya untuk beri hati saya sepenuhnya macam saya bagi kat awak dulu ? sebab saya dihantui kenangan tentang awak . kenapa bile awak pergi, awak tidak bawa sekali kenangan itu ?

bagaimana hendak dipujuk hati ini untuk menyayangi yang lain selain dye apabila setiap saat dan di mana mana sahaja aku melihat bayangan dye ? kenangan itu ada di mana mana sahaja ku pergi, dalam mimpi skali pun ! sudah la hati ~ hilangkan dan delete kan sahaja semua perasaan dan kenangan itu ~ T_T

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hurm...

jumpa ex dan pilihan hati dye yg telah merampas kebahagian sy . everything is settled now i guess . tak sangka dapat buat , but that's wat i did . memaafkan dan meredhakan kebahagian mereka . tak lupa juga meminta mereka mendoakan seikhlas hati kebahagian saya . tak sangka mampu berdepan dua insan yg telah banyak mengubah hidup saya tanpa merasa nak nangis , sakit hati atau pun berdendam . hanya tersenyum ikhlas dan merelakan mereka untuk hidup bahagia tanpa perlu risau pasal saya . now, i know i am strong . terima kasih Ya Allah ~ kekuatan ini tak mudah dicapai tapi nikmatnya hanya KAU dan aku yang tahu . terima kasih :')

Really sad

dengan semudah itu, aku jadi tiada kepentingan kepadanya lagi . ape lah maksudnye begitu ? sama sama buat kenangan, ketawa sama sama, nangis sama sama, buat keje bodoh sama sama ~ setiap hari buat kenangan sama sama tanpa sedar . lepas tu, dengan senang nye aku ditinggalkan dan jadi tiada kepentingan langsung . ape la maksud kenangan kenangan tu ??? memang takde maksud ke ???

text message from my angel to baby kiku

i can't sleep :( i miss u chipsmore. i miss ur hug, ur kiesses. i miss everything about u baby. i miss when u kiss my hand ! n take my pic. when i slap u n u laugh. u r so cute. i love the way u angkt ur kening when i ask u something. i miss biting ur neck n smell ur perfume ! i miss hugging ur sexy naked body..i love when u look at me...when u say u love me moree. i love you forever.

...Candid Cookie...

...Waffles!...

Banana and Golden Syrup Waffles

...Sweetheart...

Sugar cubes.

...Sad Bear...

FAIL

Sad? ... Happy?

I love drawing smileys. :) They make me happy. Or sad, it depends. :D

Two is better than one !

Maybe it's true that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

Here in your arms

Let me sleep in your arms
Let me dream in your arms
Let me breathe
This clean bright light surrounding you

Why does the whole world remind me of you?

I walk around the room
It's funny how these silly things remind me of you
And I have this hole in my chest
But I guess you know me good enough that you know the rest

If it makes it all right,
I'll spend the night with you dear
Only reappear
Cause everything remind me of you
And That's just gonna take a little getting used to
That's just gonna take a little getting used to

And when I had to ask you why,
I'd remind you of what you said to me
And how you said it to me that night.
And if you had to ask me when,
I'd remind you of how you kissed me
When I held you back then

If loving you is wrong, I don't want to be right ♥

Broken love is like a paper! Once it's crumpled, it can't be perfect again

Fixing My Broken Heart

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don’t understand what I’m going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You made the loneliness easy to bear

Cute?

Lover's Place

Here is the place where all inlove people come !

Smile Today...

for a better tomorow :D.

Hiatus

Choose what to believe

" Are you really here, or am I dreaming ..."

I still don't know why do I have to choose cause I don't know, uhm, choose what to believe

Morning kiss ♥

kiss..

we can be heroes

I, I can remember (I remember)

Standing, by the wall

And the guns shot above our heads

And we kissed,

as though nothing could fall

And the shame was on the other side

Oh we can beat them, for ever and ever

Then we could be Heroes,

just for one day

We can be Heroes

We can be Heroes

We can be Heroes

Just for one day

We can be Heroes

We're nothing, and nothing will help us

Maybe we're lying,

then you better not stay

But we could be safer,

just for one day

L♥vE iS...

♥ Giving hiM a ChaNcE To eXplaiN..

♥ holDinG On To youR maN..

♥ HeaRing hiM saY he L♥vE yoU..

♥ willinG hiM tO rinG YOu..

♥ Giving hiM One foe the GoaD..

"A friend..

.. is a soul dwelling in two bodies"

love message

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